if i have not been on lately it has been because of some things that have occured.
for starters:
my cousin was kicked out of the house.
hes got a job and has to support himself now.
my cat ended up having to be put down after nearly 18 years of age, due to her quality of life being so bad that she could not get around or even help herself anymore.
at the end she could not do anything on her own anymore.
and it nearly killed me to let her go.
had to heal some, do things that i did not feel like doing, but i ended up doing them and they along with support from great friends as well as hav ing some unlikely music to keep my mind of things , as well as doing things also helped out.
and after some time of healing, i am back and feeling much better.
also , there is something of a very pleasant surprise.
i also recently adopted a kitty form a nearby shelter.
the little one is female, tortie mix, and quite a snuggler.
she is also quite curious and a real cutie.

this is her, her name is precious jewel.
shes a bit of a diva.